I am just a bit tired, worn thin as Gram used to say. I never did understand that phrase, til recently. It means physically tired as well as emotionally. Old friends and relatives have “put in their appearance” then forgot to keep in touch. Now is when one realizes just WHO really cares and will stick by you and those who do it for “show”. Oh, you know who YOU are…. no cards, no phone calls, no actions that follow thru on your “caring” words. Feeling guilty?? Well, if the shoe fits!! Don’t just sit there, pick up the phone or send a card!! This Journey is NOT OVER … There is still a lot more to deal with..
2 more rounds of chemo, 6 weeks left of poisoning before we know what the next step of this journey will be. Surgery? Radiation? Neither choice is great, but necessary if we are going to beat this Cancer.